so eh uh.... somehow I feel depressed... and somehow not...



......

waaaaaaaaah

..... my tiredness started again...

and I still miss our tomcat....
...................

my work on my apprenticeship is sometimes very exhausting... and sad...

ugh....

I'm going to sleep...


I'm feeling strange






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I will choose five people for giftart, if they want they can do the same…
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Another tag thing…

Rules:
Write a list about 6 weird habits/things/hates about yourself.
Select 6 new people and TAG them! (Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours.)
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1. Sometimes I got strange thoughts, like ……. That the earth and our universe may be just a part of a bigger body or organism….
And many many more

2. I cant eat oranges or tangerines normally, I always have to peel off the “skin” ( can I call it like this? ) surround the pulp of fruit… you know that white thing blah.. it looks ugly when I eat them

3.I can sleep everywhere, and when I sleep deep a bomb can explode next to me, I wouldn’t wake up

4.I hate it that I’m sometimes so clumsy… really clumsy

5.I don’t like it that I’m so paly, many people think that I got anaemia or that I would fall faint or feel sick or something

6.I actually like zombies, brain suckers and other ugly/creepy/ scary creatures like that:

[link]

Hu hu hu click at the cupboard on the right side, well eh… XD but BEWARE!
=> [link]
Totally sick…..
I think that will gimme nightmares for the next three months…




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Well I will draw you a pic ,but in the following weeks I got less time to draw... so please forgive me if I take a long time for a pic T_T... sorry..

1.Horade, Yumie and Heinkel for: horade DONE
2.Rip van Winkle, Heinkel and Integra for : Logos1959
3.Maxwell, D.Walter and anubismito for: anubismito
4.Alucard+ Seras for: XxDevilNightmarexX
5.A sexy girl for: LeviFoxtrot
6.Faust and Eliza from Shaman King for: sweetsnow73
7.Anderson and BlackthornAlchemist for: BlackthornAlchemist
8.A pretty boy for: Nakayoshi-chan
9.Aaron/ Piers for: AmberRei
10.A birthday present for: Flame Johnson
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Today our neighbour came to us with our tomcat Louie, we have missed him for about 5 days....

Louie is dead
He was fallen into our neighbours pool, it got still a few water in it and he was drowned....
I still cant believe it

I miss his very loud meows when he get food, his "crazy five minutes" he has got almost every day, I miss to cuddle with him, I miss his greetings every morning.... I MISS HIM!!!!!!!

there's no replacement for him!!!!!!!
there's no lovelier, trustinglier tomcat than him!!

it hurts so much...

I catched myself out to look for him at the place where he always sleeps this time, just to reckocknize that he will never sleep there... and then I reckocknize that there is an empty space...
I cant put the right words...

please Louie, find a place where you can get much delicious food, where you can climb trees the way you always did, where you can be happy....

...........

well, I like to fill out these things!!!!!

so here I go again ^^

I stole this survey from my sis ^__^



1. initials: S.R. XD


2. name someone with the same birthday as you:
Nina Hagen ( XD) , öhm...

3. where was your first kiss?
I‘ve never kissed someone nor someone has kissed me

4. for or against same sex marriages?
I think its okay love shouldn’t have any barriers

5. are you homophobic?
No!

6. are you bisexual?
No ^^

7. do you believe in God?
Not in the way the church us tell ….

8. how many US states have you been to?
I have never been to USA

9. how many of the US states have you lived in?
In none

10. have you ever lived outside the US?
XDDDDD YES! In germany XDDD *laugh*

11. name something you like physically about yourself:
tattoo!! X3

12. name something non physical you like about yourself?
Öhm….my dreams?

13. where do you want to go to college?
I got an apprenticeship... Well lets finish that and after that I will see what my future will be...


14. what is your dream car?
My Brunhilde!!!! X3



15. if you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
Island, Japan….

16. have you ever had someone of the opposite sex over at your house while your parents were gone?
*thinks hard* ………….. no

17. how many concerts have you gone to?
SUBWAY TO SALLLLYYYYYYYYY YEAAAAAAHHHH

18. do you download music?
XDDD I let other people download them for me XD…I am too afraid to download it

19. how many illegal things have you done?
Hmmm….. None I think… ( * hope* XD)

20. where would you want to go on a first date?
I don’t know… hmm… a walk on a snowy landscape under a shining moon would be great <3

21. describe your perfect date:
ööh….. Äääh….

22. has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
Hmmm… played yes ^___^

23. ever been kissed under fireworks?
I‘ve never been kissed by anyone

24. do you like president bush?
NO

25. have you ever bungee jumped?
No and I don’t want to! I would die of fear!!! X____x

26. have you ever white-
what????

27. have you ever crashed a car?
Oööööoh not really just drove backwarts with the car of my mum against a wall…….

28. has anyone more than 10 years older than you hit on you?
Hit on me? O.o

29. have you met a real redneck?
Äh could be … I don’t know…( cause I don’t know what a redneck exactly is XD)

30. are you interested in anyone right now?
Yes…

31. what song are you listening to right now?
Nina Hagen : New York New York XDD ( crazy song XD)

32. what is your current favorite song?
Hmmmm…. Sugarcubes : Planet <33

33. what was the last movie you watched?
Silent Hill... I havent liked it much -___-;;;;

34. who was the last person you said you loved?
^^

35. where was the last place you went besides your house?
To Giessen to my work ;


36. have you ever seriously vandalized someone else’s property?
XDDD no!

37. have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
Hit? Hurt him? Yes! XDDD ( physically, I punched a boy )

38. Have you ever sang in front of a large number of people?
yes ;_____; *becomes red*

39. what’s the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Eyes and charisma

40. what really turns you on?
Öhm o.o…. you really wanna know?

41. what do you usually order from starbucks?
I don’t know if I have ever been to star bucks ;;

42. what is your biggest mistake?
Too much

43. have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
Not physically

44. say something totally random about you:
ehhhhhhmmm…. I sing sometimes totally loud and crappy XD
Also when everybody hear me

45. do you have an i-pod?
no

46. has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
Hummmm.… not really

47. do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
Hja ^^ Spongebob

48. do you have braces?
no

49. are you comfortable with your height?
Hm hm ^^ to be tall has a lot of advantages ^____^

50. what is the most romantic thing someone of the opposite sex has done for you?
Hmmm….

51. when do you know its love?
… when you cannot stop thinking at the person you love… when you only wish the best for the person you love…

52. do you speak any other languages besides English?
XDDD hm hm german!!! ( and a bad French )


53. have you ever been to a tanning salon?
O.ô no... I'm a paly thing


54. what magazines do you read?
Animania and N-Zone

55. have you ever ridden in a limo?
nö

56. has anyone you were really close with passed away?
…………….

57. do you watch mtv?
-.- not anymore

58. whats something that really annoys you?
Racist people, exhibitionists and many more…

59. whats something you really like?
<3

60. do you like michael Jackson?
Öhm… not really… only a few songs he has done

61. can you dance?
No. If I would try … Quick! Hide yourself!!! XDDDDDD

62. have you ever surfed?

Only in the internet


63. do you know how to pump gas?
Yes XD

64. do you drive?
Jupp ^^

65. whats the latest you have ever stayed up?
Till 6:00 o clock mornig

66. have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
…

67. were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room?
yes

68. have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do?
No nobody can force me to do anything I don’t want to -.-

70. do you actually read these when other people fill them out?
Yessss I love to read it!!!! X3

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SURVEY NO.2

stolen from

1. Do you like animals?
Yes!!!!!

2. Have you ever met an online friend in person?
Yes

3. Are you athletic?
Hmmm not really


4. Are you: thin, fat, athleticlly built etc:
thin and paly

5. How much do you weigh?
54 kg


6. What's your height?
173 cm

7. Shoe size?
42, 7 ½

8. Girls- are you tomboyish, girly, normal, etc?
pff.. Not really girly, I‘ve got a female side though… a little bit tomboyish but NOT normal

9. Guys- Are you girly, or guyish?


10. How old are you?
18, soon I will become 19.. iekes

11.When's your birthday?
March 11th

12. Do you like to receive giftart?
Yess!!!!

13. Are you sociable?
I think yes

14. Do you have many friends?
I have very good friends, that counts J not the number of them

15. What's your race?
European.

16. Do you like to talk on the phone?
I like it more to talk to a person personally

17. Are you single or taken?
Single ………………

18. Do you eat meat?
no…

19. Are you paranoid?
Yes … e.g. I hate it when someone drives behind me when I drive car…

20. Do you read a lot?
Yes, a lot lot lot books, newspaper, comics etc. ^-^

21. Do you listen to music, what kind?
I like experimental music, also a bit heavy metal, middle- age- rock, classic

22. Do you play any instruments?
Yessss violin!

23.How long have you been drawing?
My love to draw started since in the kindergarden, but I started to draw anime and mangas as I was 8 years old

24.What's the meaning of life?
I think to find out what the meaning of life is for yourself… that’s the meaning of live


FINISH



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CHAIN IT IS CLOSED!!!


Well I will draw you a pic ,but in the following weeks I got less time to draw... so please forgive me if I take a long time for a pic T_T... sorry..

1.Horade, Yumie and Heinkel for: horade DONE
2.Rip van Winkle, Heinkel and Integra for : Logos1959
3.Maxwell, D.Walter and anubismito for: anubismito
4.Alucard+ Seras for: XxDevilNightmarexX
5.A sexy girl for: LeviFoxtrot
6.Faust and Eliza from Shaman King for: sweetsnow73
7.Anderson and BlackthornAlchemist for: BlackthornAlchemist
8.A pretty boy for: Nakayoshi-chan
9.Aaron/ Piers for: AmberRei
10.A birthday present for: Flame Johnson
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good friends :

My dA twinsister!!!!

wah yesterday evening I watched a thriller from 23:00 o clock until 1:00 o clock... after that i felt so sick X___x
... I decided to watch something funny after it : spongebob squarepants ( )

I was falling into sleep as it was finish and dreamed this: i had exams and the professor I had in biology asked me the latin names of organs in our body... i named them and he started to rip out every organ from my body I named him and ate it ........
......... that was sick... and disgusting >_<;;;;
yeah hidden exam fear
creepy

fortunately I woke up, the duration of my sleep was about 10 minutes and i couldn't sleep the rest of the night... not that I was scared to dream something stupid like this again.. it just didnt worked to fall asleep


and cause i drunk much coffe I'm not tired, I'm hyperactive now


ah and the new workplace is okay
the work is very interesting and my teammates are nice

*laugh* weird journal.....










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from

CHAIN IT IS CLOSED!!!


Well I will draw you a pic ,but in the following weeks I got less time to draw... so please forgive me if I take a long time for a pic T_T... sorry..

1.Horade, Yumie and Heinkel for: horade DONE
2.Rip van Winkle, Heinkel and Integra for : Logos1959
3.Maxwell, D.Walter and anubismito for: anubismito
4.Alucard+ Seras for: XxDevilNightmarexX
5.A sexy girl for: LeviFoxtrot
6.Faust and Eliza from Shaman King for: sweetsnow73
7.Anderson and BlackthornAlchemist for: BlackthornAlchemist
8.A pretty boy for: Nakayoshi-chan
9.Aaron/ Piers for: AmberRei
10.A birthday present for: Flame Johnson
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Clubs I have joined:




dA friends! :



good friends :

My dA twinsister!!!!